I’m sorry for getting annoyed for no reason. I just miss you a lot and I wanted to be selfish , to have you all to myself. Feels like ages since we last had a proper conversation. But I knew what I was getting into and I was the one who asked for the ‘break’ so I guess I should stfu and stop complaining .
Despite the good morning, good night texts and all the small talk, its still not enough for me . I’ve gotten too attached and I feel as tho I’m so close to being clingy. I’m too dependent on you and this can’t go on. So I’ll continue from that misunderstanding and push you away. I’d rather it be like that than for me to miss you and sit like a stupid bimbo waiting for your text everyday and hope you think of me.
I don’t want to be that stupid girl. I want to be able to be okay without you by my side. Cause everyone leaves, and when you’ve decided to leave then at least I’ll be quite okay.